To Ramany Sosa

Ramany

From the very first few days that I got to know you, I knew that you were special. You caught my eye for so long. Whether it was our special inside jokes or just the way you texted, talking to you everyday was something that I looked forward to. These past four months have been nothing but a blessing. You were captivating from the very beginning, and the fact that I am able to appreciate you the way that I do after wanting you for so long makes me so happy.
Now all this wack stuff up here was typed up idk when ^
Let me give you that updated version right now on our anniversary:

My baby. The light of my life. You are an absolute marvel. Ramany I don't think you fully understand how much I love you. You were the first person to care for me and love me as much as you do. You make me feel appreciated and never fail to make me happy. You've given me countless memories to reminisce on and I hope that we can make many more. I look forward to every moment that I get to spend with you. And I know that right now we're in a tough situation but I have faith that we'll make it through baby. A future with you is my biggest goal and just thinking of spending the rest of my days with you gives me the motivation and strength to work harder. Nothing can stop me from loving you, not even yourself silly. I'm here to stay and I never want you to doubt my feelings in doing so. Our relationship has grown so much and it's crazy to think that just a couple months ago I was chasing after your cute ass while you were obviously hitting on me. Damn, tryna sleep in my bed. I know what you were pulling, you were just tryna get close to me. And I didn't mind. A night of cuddling and maybe uhhhh other things (rhyming with creek) with you sounds like something I'd be willing to pay for. An absolute dream. There are so many things about you that I love and I think I'll make a seperate page talking about those. But I'll tell you right now that I find you so beautiful. Looking into your eyes after we kiss swells me up with so much joy. Seeing your cheeks get red makes you look so much cuter. the way you look in my sweaters. Ahhhh man. Why are you such a cutie? Who made you so cute? Let me thank your parents even though they hate my guts rn. Anyways, I'm getting kinda tired typing all this so imma try to wrap this up as best as I can. I want to make you my wife baby. Everytime I bring up our son and you say something motherly it comes off so adorable and I just want to love you until you grow tired of it. A Texas ranch. Two children. A barn with a piglet and a dog. One chicken. And a peaceful life with you. That's the goal. And I won't stop until I get us there. No matter what Raman, I'll always be here for you. Always and Forever. Till the very universe implodes or until time itself stops. I'll always be here. As a lover. As a husband. As a soulmate. And as a best friend. I love you.

September 10th, 2018: It's almost 4 AM baby. And all I can think about is you. I made this website as a way to document things and to give you a way to always check on the weird stuff that I'll put on here. I care for you raman and this site is an attestment of my love for you. Hopefully, I'll get better on my computer science skills and improve this site for the better. But for now this is all we got. I hope you like it for what it is honey.